The words I have always wanted to hear

The night before Adilynn's first birthday Russ and I lay in bed looking at pic's of Adilynn on the day she was born. Reminiscing about her birth, the first time I nursed her, her first bath, her first nap in daddy's arms. I began to cry thinking about how fast she has grown and how much I would miss not ever being pregnant again, never having another baby and never having another baby to nurse. As Russ wipes the tears from my face he whispers to me "maybe Adi won't be our last baby" These are words that I always wanted to hear him say and I just hope that a few years down the road when the timing is better for us to have another baby he will still feel the same way.